Ok so I survived the weekend by painting cleaning exercising and planning. When something crappy happens I know physical work really helps to get it all out of the system! I also sent a gift and card to our surrogate, Mrs C to say how sorry I am and to let her know we were thinking of her. The new baby clothes I purchased have been moved to the back of the closet, ready for next time (I hope). Thanks again to everyone from this surrogacy family who have supported me and posted, emailed and texted such lovely words. Thanks Suzanne and Margarida for being there for me and thinking of me xx Thanks to MB and my family who have helped me pick myself up and start again.
I have started to plan my return trip to India to self cycle again in October. Having a plan helps to see the light at the end of the tunnel! I am determined to try again and hope that with a slightly higher dose of meds and another cycle in India things work out this time. But if not I'll try and try again....... (maybe winning the lotto would help with the trying).
So it's all systems go, looking at staying at the Hilton above DFL, as Svelte prices go up considerably from late October and the Hilton have free internet, which I need. I have never been overseas by myself as I have been married since I was the ripe old age of 21!!! So its time to be a big girl!
I will miss Jay like crazy but I told him he has to skype me everyday. I did consider taking him with me but I think it will upset his routine too much and he has already missed quite a bit of school this year. I know MB will look after him. I just need to release the apron strings a little!
If anyone is planning on being In Delhi in Late October, early November and wants to catch up just send me an email.
I will have enough to do as I have uni starting again late September so I will have to study and go for meds/scans and I also want to do a few things we missed out on doing last time. MB wants me to check out some of his favourite shops and both Jay and MB want me to buy them more cool Tshirts! How many T's do they need? MB has more clothes and shoes than me!!! Sorry guys I won't be shopping much, you know that's not really my thing and we also can't afford it!
I have started to plan my return trip to India to self cycle again in October. Having a plan helps to see the light at the end of the tunnel! I am determined to try again and hope that with a slightly higher dose of meds and another cycle in India things work out this time. But if not I'll try and try again....... (maybe winning the lotto would help with the trying).
So it's all systems go, looking at staying at the Hilton above DFL, as Svelte prices go up considerably from late October and the Hilton have free internet, which I need. I have never been overseas by myself as I have been married since I was the ripe old age of 21!!! So its time to be a big girl!
I will miss Jay like crazy but I told him he has to skype me everyday. I did consider taking him with me but I think it will upset his routine too much and he has already missed quite a bit of school this year. I know MB will look after him. I just need to release the apron strings a little!
If anyone is planning on being In Delhi in Late October, early November and wants to catch up just send me an email.
I will have enough to do as I have uni starting again late September so I will have to study and go for meds/scans and I also want to do a few things we missed out on doing last time. MB wants me to check out some of his favourite shops and both Jay and MB want me to buy them more cool Tshirts! How many T's do they need? MB has more clothes and shoes than me!!! Sorry guys I won't be shopping much, you know that's not really my thing and we also can't afford it!
Maybe this is completely inappropriate, but I am SO JEALOUS that you get to go to India again! Bet Rahul is jumping up and down though!I will definitely be with you in spirit! B xo
ReplyDeleteIf all goes as planned,I will hopefully be there too, late october and early november,fingers crossed!!
ReplyDeleteGlad that you are giving it a second try..this will be the lucky charm!!
kathy
I am beyond thrilled for you that you have a plan and a positive outlook. Sending tons of Baby Dust your way...
ReplyDeleteI am so happy you are trying again and that you are planning for the future. Wishing you all the very best.
ReplyDeleteyou are doing the right thing lucylu. i wish you the best. you deserve it
ReplyDeleteSo pleased your giving it another go and have a clear plan already. Well done Lucylu and wishing you all the best. Looking forward to your updates.
ReplyDeleteAvey
My thoughts and prayers are with you...I, too will be in Delhi in October self cycling for our 2nd surro attempt..my husband will join me later on and I would love for us to get together while we are there...I'm having problems posting and emailing so feel free to email me at rene.cathey@yahoo.com...talk to you soon!! Feel free to check out our blog mumbai beginnings!! Rene'
ReplyDeleteI am sorry to hear about your loss. We will be in Delhi during the end of October and the beginning of November. It would be nice to meet up.
ReplyDeleteStacey
Getting back on the horse is such a great approach. It is awful to have the unfortunate experiences, but if you can brush yourself off and keep going, it makes the HOPE stay alive!
ReplyDeleteDon't know how I missed this! I'm so excited for you to be starting the process again! Sounds like you have a solid plan in place for your time in India too! I'll keep you in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteWe will be in Delhi in the beginning of Nov also, would love to meet up. Thinking about you.
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