I guess its all part of self cycling........

I expected sickness and emotional times whilst having hormones but I didn't even think the weeks after would be such an emotional roller coaster! I was in two minds if I would post this as I don't want to be perceived as whinging or negative but then I thought its good for others to know incase they feel the same way when coming home.

It dosn't help that we moved and are still cleaning sorting and dealing with dodgy builders!! So many things went wrong, apart from dirt and crap everywhere, the hot water blew up, someone damaged our clothes line, there is brown glue over many cupboards and doors, they scratched my bath and the window sills, the massive bin out the front is till here and the company has since gone out of business!!! This wretched woman dropped her kid off to our house the second day of our move, I had no food to feed him, no hot water and terrible hayfever from all the dust, can you believe the cheek of some people! I ended up texting her an hour later saying can you please pick him up in an hour as I was not expecting people so early and had no food apart from bread and milk (which he didnt want!). Sorry about the rant but I just feel exhausted, teary and my cycle has started and is FULL ON!

I'm positive it will settle down in a couple of days and Ill be back to my normal self!! I also miss India which I never thought would happen. I miss all the new friends we met and the warm weather!

Hoping for POSITIVE results even though I have been SO busy I can't stop thinking about the results! Please please please let it be POSITIVE!!!

On another note we are so pleased for our friend from Perth and his wife who have just heard both their surrogates are pregnant!!! I'm sooooo happy for them!!!! Also so glad things are going well for B & SJ! And last of all thank you to everyones well wishes for a positive result! I really appreciate the lovely comments!!

Thanks for reading my rant, I feel better now:)